Sunday, March 1, 2026

Journey 03012026

Today was a typical Sunday.


I woke up at 8:30 a.m. and went to the porridge stall by the front gate for breakfast. I had plain porridge topped with scallions and fried garlic, with sides of toge (bean sprout rolls) and a boiled egg.


On weekends, I don’t usually take a bath in the morning. I feel a little weird and drowsy, so after breakfast, I go back to sleep, like an extension of my morning rest.


Two hours later, I woke up to help cook lunch. I fried tilapia. We also had blanched kangkong (or spinach) and salted egg mixed with tomatoes and onions.


After lunch, I went back to my room to watch the third episode of Game of Thrones, Season 3 squeeze in a little nap.


After that nap, it was finally time for my shower. Feeling refreshed helps me gather my thoughts. While cleaning my clothes storage box, I found a quiet moment to think and pray about what’s happening in the Middle East. May the good Lord reign over us, and may we have a peace that transcends all power, greed, and bad intentions.


Snack time came next, three big siomai, one tokneneng, and gulaman palamig. Ka-miss!


The last activity of the day was spending time on the rooftop. Mind you, I only had two cups of fresh milk but also snacked Oishi salted egg prawn crackers, and some Knick Knacks, hehe. I ended the day with beef pares and lemon fruit soda.


Okay, ready to rest. Time to take my meds, finish writing this entry, say a prayer, and look forward to a meaningful week ahead.


Thursday, January 22, 2026

Non-Linear Success

What would you do when your in your late 20's and wondering what more could this life offer to you?

I'm your regular office worker with the right amount of dreams for myself and my family. However, I am a little clueless of where I am standing right now. If you graduated as an achiever during your younger years, so full of ambitions, then end up being in my position, would you be glad?

Being ungrateful is the last thing I would feel right now. I am more of comfortable sitting here today. But, some days I cannot stop myself, at some point of time, I replay old dreams, old goals in my head.

I used to fill my yellow paper with essays of hope and nobody knows I how direly wanted to become someone my home town would put in a pedestal. The trophy child. The bright child with equally bright future.

But how about now? Do I still carry that pride in my chest? Or do I chose peace over the glamor and secular meaning of success?


Monday, March 3, 2025

I Miss Your Weakness, But I Loved Your Strength More

I have a sister, younger, small,
Who once would mirror my every call.
My dreams were hers, her heart was mine,
She followed close, step in line.

I was her shield, her wiser hand,

The tallest tree where she would stand.

But storms would come, and I would break,

My mind, my will, a heart’s ache.


I dropped my books, lost in the dark,

While shadows dimmed her once, bright spark.

Yet never once did she retreat,

She built her strength beneath defeat.


I miss her tears, her gentle cries,

Her need for me, her seeking eyes.

But now she stands, unbowed, unshaken,

A fierce new flame from what was taken.


The tables turned, I learned to rise,

Chasing dreams I saw in her eyes.

She passed the boards, her victory song,

Yet somehow made me feel more strong.


We cut the chains our bloodline bore,

We break the curses at the core.

I miss your weakness, sister dear,

But love your strength, it pulled me near.


Fly high, my heart, yet stay you close,

The one who fell, who now arose.

Your wings remind me, evermore,

I miss your weakness…

but love your strength more.




Thursday, November 4, 2021

Journey 110421

 Psalm 25:6

"Remember your mercy O Lord, and your steadfast love, for they have been from old."

The Lord's mercy is saving us from what we deserve.

The Lord's grace is gifting us what we don't deserve.

Tuesday, June 29, 2021

Journey & Song 062921

 Psalm 23:4

"Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; Your and your staff, they comfort me"

As always true, the Lord is our Shepherd. This world may lead us to dangerous roads. But our Lord, will always bring us back to the righteous path. The world may be dark, but our Saviour, our Shepherd is our Light.

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If You Fall

by: JJ Heller

You are a house that's broken downYou are a house that's burningAnd everything in me wants to runBut that's not love
If you fall, I fall with youIf you hurt I feel it tooEven if my heart turns black and blueI will love you
I planted seeds down in the groundNot every one is growingWhen I am tempted to give upI choose love
If you fall, I fall with youIf you hurt I feel it tooEven if my heart turns black and blueI will love you
Beauty and light will fight for youGoodness will riseIt shines for you
If you fall, I fall with youIf you hurt I feel it tooEven if my heart turns black and blue
If you fall, I fall with youIf you hurt I feel it tooEven if my heart turns black and blueI will love youI will love you

Lyrics by: Musixmatch

Monday, June 28, 2021

Song 062821

Ordinary Days

by: JJ Heller

It's the sunlight through the curtainsMorning pushing back the nightIt's your faces in the kitchenLittle moons of borrowed light
On your tiptoes always reachingFor something bigger than you areIt's holding you and knowingThat I've caught a shooting star
I know it won't always be like thisEyes are open, I don't wanna miss
These ordinary daysThese ordinary daysIn a million little waysYou make me wanna stayIn these ordinary days
It's the way you feel the musicSpinning like the falling leavesYou are poetry in motionAnd you want to dance with me
I know it won't always be like thisEyes are open, I don't wanna miss
These ordinary daysThese ordinary daysIn a million little waysYou make me wanna stayIn these ordinary days
Oh, the days are moving slowlyBut the years go by so fastLet me linger in these momentsBefore they turn into the pastHow I want to make them last
These ordinary daysThese ordinary daysIn a million little waysYou make me wanna stayIn these ordinary days
These ordinary daysIn a million little waysYou make me wanna stayIn these ordinary daysIn a million little waysYou make me wanna stayIn these ordinary days

Lyrics by: Musixmatch

Friday, January 22, 2021

KALAKIP NG DALANGIN


Kung mundo'y dinaragsa
Ng bagyo, ng sakit, ng luha
Makangingiti ka pa ba?
Di naman halata nakatago diba?

Chorus1
Pa'no manalangin?
Kung ang dilim kapiling
Mananalig? Tuyo na ang damdamin?
Yayakapin, dama’ng hapdi at lamig...
Paano nga ba lalapit?
Pa'no madadama ang init?

Verse 2
Kahapon Ikaw ay nangako
Na ngayon, ako'y sasamahan Mo
Maging ang bukas ay hawak
Di ako iiwan, ni pababayaan man

Chorus 2
Kalakip ng dalangin
Dilim ay mapapawi
Nananalig, panatag ang damdamin
Yayakapin, sa bisig Mo walang hapdi't lamig
At Ikaw ay lumapit
Dama ang initng pag-ibig

Bridge:
Ngumiti ka pa rin
Umawit ng buong damdamin
Unos at bagyo, sakit at lungkot
Kanyang papawiin, papagaanin

Coda:
Kalakip ng dalangin
Ako'y nananalig