Monday, March 3, 2025

I Miss Your Weakness, But I Loved Your Strength More

I have a sister, younger, small,
Who once would mirror my every call.
My dreams were hers, her heart was mine,
She followed close, step in line.

I was her shield, her wiser hand,

The tallest tree where she would stand.

But storms would come, and I would break,

My mind, my will, a heart’s ache.


I dropped my books, lost in the dark,

While shadows dimmed her once, bright spark.

Yet never once did she retreat,

She built her strength beneath defeat.


I miss her tears, her gentle cries,

Her need for me, her seeking eyes.

But now she stands, unbowed, unshaken,

A fierce new flame from what was taken.


The tables turned, I learned to rise,

Chasing dreams I saw in her eyes.

She passed the boards, her victory song,

Yet somehow made me feel more strong.


We cut the chains our bloodline bore,

We break the curses at the core.

I miss your weakness, sister dear,

But love your strength, it pulled me near.


Fly high, my heart, yet stay you close,

The one who fell, who now arose.

Your wings remind me, evermore,

I miss your weakness…

but love your strength more.




Thursday, November 4, 2021

Journey 110421

 Psalm 25:6

"Remember your mercy O Lord, and your steadfast love, for they have been from old."

The Lord's mercy is saving us from what we deserve.

The Lord's grace is gifting us what we don't deserve.

Tuesday, June 29, 2021

Journey & Song 062921

 Psalm 23:4

"Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; Your and your staff, they comfort me"

As always true, the Lord is our Shepherd. This world may lead us to dangerous roads. But our Lord, will always bring us back to the righteous path. The world may be dark, but our Saviour, our Shepherd is our Light.

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If You Fall

by: JJ Heller

You are a house that's broken downYou are a house that's burningAnd everything in me wants to runBut that's not love
If you fall, I fall with youIf you hurt I feel it tooEven if my heart turns black and blueI will love you
I planted seeds down in the groundNot every one is growingWhen I am tempted to give upI choose love
If you fall, I fall with youIf you hurt I feel it tooEven if my heart turns black and blueI will love you
Beauty and light will fight for youGoodness will riseIt shines for you
If you fall, I fall with youIf you hurt I feel it tooEven if my heart turns black and blue
If you fall, I fall with youIf you hurt I feel it tooEven if my heart turns black and blueI will love youI will love you

Lyrics by: Musixmatch

Monday, June 28, 2021

Song 062821

Ordinary Days

by: JJ Heller

It's the sunlight through the curtainsMorning pushing back the nightIt's your faces in the kitchenLittle moons of borrowed light
On your tiptoes always reachingFor something bigger than you areIt's holding you and knowingThat I've caught a shooting star
I know it won't always be like thisEyes are open, I don't wanna miss
These ordinary daysThese ordinary daysIn a million little waysYou make me wanna stayIn these ordinary days
It's the way you feel the musicSpinning like the falling leavesYou are poetry in motionAnd you want to dance with me
I know it won't always be like thisEyes are open, I don't wanna miss
These ordinary daysThese ordinary daysIn a million little waysYou make me wanna stayIn these ordinary days
Oh, the days are moving slowlyBut the years go by so fastLet me linger in these momentsBefore they turn into the pastHow I want to make them last
These ordinary daysThese ordinary daysIn a million little waysYou make me wanna stayIn these ordinary days
These ordinary daysIn a million little waysYou make me wanna stayIn these ordinary daysIn a million little waysYou make me wanna stayIn these ordinary days

Lyrics by: Musixmatch

Friday, January 22, 2021

KALAKIP NG DALANGIN


Kung mundo'y dinaragsa
Ng bagyo, ng sakit, ng luha
Makangingiti ka pa ba?
Di naman halata nakatago diba?

Chorus1
Pa'no manalangin?
Kung ang dilim kapiling
Mananalig? Tuyo na ang damdamin?
Yayakapin, dama’ng hapdi at lamig...
Paano nga ba lalapit?
Pa'no madadama ang init?

Verse 2
Kahapon Ikaw ay nangako
Na ngayon, ako'y sasamahan Mo
Maging ang bukas ay hawak
Di ako iiwan, ni pababayaan man

Chorus 2
Kalakip ng dalangin
Dilim ay mapapawi
Nananalig, panatag ang damdamin
Yayakapin, sa bisig Mo walang hapdi't lamig
At Ikaw ay lumapit
Dama ang initng pag-ibig

Bridge:
Ngumiti ka pa rin
Umawit ng buong damdamin
Unos at bagyo, sakit at lungkot
Kanyang papawiin, papagaanin

Coda:
Kalakip ng dalangin
Ako'y nananalig




Monday, December 7, 2020

HANDOG




HANDOG
Words and Accompaniment: Julie Abinsay
Music: Klaris Abinsay
First performed at Mt. Peniel Tarlac,
Te Doi Gloria Music Fest, Youth Camp, ECC December 2019

I
Maraming beses na akong nabigo
Maraming beses na akong sumuko
Pero kailanman 'di Ka lumayo
Kamay Mo'y iniaabot

II
Doon sa kalyeng walang dumaraan
Ako ay Iyong sinasamahan
Kadilimam man ang kasalubong
Liwanag Mo'y patuloy na handog

Chorus:
Kaya't ako'y titingala
Pasasalamatan ang Iyong mga gawa
Handog ko sa'Yo ang buhay ko
Ako'y bumabangon para lamang sa'Yo

Bridge:

Kaya't salamat, binigay Mo ang lahat
Aking papuri ay hindi man sapat


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Saturday, March 21, 2020

Been (1996 Baby POV in 2020)

In twenty-fifteen, she was just nineteen,

Today half a decade has passed,

Surprised by the fact that time ran in a flash,

She's got so much more to surpass.


Her mind's running, her heart's beating,

Her hands' scribbling, but feet's waiting,

Of where, where could she go?

Where will the wind bring her to?


Yeah, a score and a four, that's the years she has lived,

But what does it mean, really wants to discern?

Wanna travel to the year next from now,

She could wear that black attire, cry, bring pride to her tribe.


Well, what more could she do but rest assured,

That no matter what living here on earth will bestow,

Another reason to smile, another reason to cry,

And far more reasons to stay on her Savior's securing arms.


Twenty-twenty, they say all things will be clear and bright,

As sure as matters arise, they will still all boil down,

Another year to create more memories till days fade,

And what remains till the end - the One that never fails.